Feeling so privileged to be in India now for the third time, I took a moment away from everything and began to think on my past. God has been so good, guiding me and giving my life direction time and time again.
I remember just graduating high school, the plans I had made for my future had fallen through and I was left with little options, none of them fit what I wanted for my life. Like it was yesterday I can see myself sitting on my bed, crying for my calling. I was confused, broken, venerable, and in a perfect position to be used by God. As I came to a point of desperation, the tone of prayer was forced to change from asking to telling. I started quoting scriptures, I knew the plans that God had for me, they were good plans, plans to give me a hope and a future, to prosper me… I remember saying to God, “God I did what you asked of me, now it’s your turn to follow through.”
As soon as I ended my prayer, my phone rang. It was Pastor Ryan Day. He asked me to come to Colorado and become a part of the youth worship team. To be honest it freaked me out, never in my life has God responded to my prayer so quickly. I talked with my parents, they prayed with me and the release was given.
A few months had gone by sense the phone call from Pastor Ryan. I had all my belongings packed and plans to drive down to Colorado in a few weeks.
I was sitting on my parents deck enjoying the cool of the summer evening and absorbing the beautiful view of Seattle from across the water. It was such a surreal moment, the buildings lit up like stars in a midnight sky, reflecting onto the still bay as a ferry boat made it’s away across causing the lights to dance in the ripples of the water. Man, that moment was perfect… Then my phone vibrated.
Pastor Ryan had shot me a text asking if I had my passport. I told him I didn’t and he requested me to get it as soon as possible. He told me he had plans to take me to India with the worship team in November of 2008. After reading it I began to weep, no one had known this but my prayer for the last few years had been that God would send me around the world playing music. Instantly I was reminded of the scripture Psalms 37:4. When we delight ourselves in the Lord he will give us the desires of our heart.
I couldn’t help but realize that through the hard time of being obedient to what God had spoken to me, I was allowing myself to be open to the blessing of God! For my obedience caused me to be in the perfect position to run through the doors that God was opening. This is my third trip to India and by far the best! God is doing great things in my life and I am receiving so much from this trip! Thank you God and thank you people of CFAN. Because of your obedience to sow, I was able to go. I know God is going to pour into your life like never before!
I am so glad to have chosen obedience over temporary satisfaction. I know that God has asked of us all something, I want to encourage you to think outside of what we want and see into what He wants for us. After all, Gods ways are higher and are is His thoughts!!
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